1 day ago
Not messed up but I got some issues,
Guess that makes sense with all things I've been through.
When I was 12 I found something that I could do,
Just write out the pain and find a way to push through.
These days I've come far to reach optimistic,
But I know sometimes my thoughts still aren't realistic.
I apologize if my emotions take the wheel,
Some days I just don't know how to deal.
It all comes from a place of good I swear it,
But i know that I can be overbearing.
Did i say too much or mess it up?
Is that better than never saying enough?
Fuck it's hard finding the balance when you grew up with a monster.
I promise I will be a better father.
I keep working toward a better future,
Sometimes I just wish that I could get there sooner.
Forgive me if I ever hurt your feelings,
If I get too harsh while I'm busy finding meaning.
I just hope you know I care about you,
And even if I lose everything I'll make sure you know it's true.